Adult Pacifiers...

Today my oldest turned three. She has known for months what this day meant. No more pacifiers. With the hopes of making an easier transition, we took her to Build a Bear today and allowed her to make a new friend and "pay with her pacifiers." Let's just say at 8:45 tonight she was melting down. She tried every excuse and reason possible to get her pacifiers back - even telling me that she was not really three! I finally placed her head in my lap, gave her a head rub, and started singing praise songs. Within 5 minutes she stopped crying and about 10 minutes later she was asleep... with no pacifier! From my 29 year perspective, I am acutely aware that she does not need a pacifier! Yet, it is complete security to her. As I was "trapped on the sofa" (because nothing in the world would have caused me to move and wake her!), I began praying for the Lord to reveal the "pacis" in my life - the things I too truly think I need.

1. Locks and Worldly Security: As a former policeman's daughter you can guarantee that I believe in locking the doors, being careful and watchful, and having certain security measures. I am fully aware of the value of locks and safety. Yet the truth is that my need to be extremely cautious is a trust issue between me and God. His Word states in Ps 127:1, "Unless the LORD builds the house, the builders labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city, the guards stand watch in vain." He goes on to say in Ps 20:7, "Some trust in chariots and some in horses,but we trust in the name of the LORD our God." Chariots and horses were their main means of warfare. My trust cannot be in my security measures, but in my Father.

2. Provisions: We all need certain things for survival. The problem comes in when we think we "need" things that are really comforts/wants. The Bible says, for us not to worry about our life, what we will eat or drink; or about what we will wear. For our Heavenly Father knows we need them! (Matthew 6). He promises us in His Word that He will provide all of our needs (Phil 4:19). Is my security in Him or His provisions?

3. Relationships: Now this is a hard one! My relationships with my family is huge in my life - yet I read verses like, "If anyone comes to Me, and does not hate his own father and mother and wife and children and brothers and sisters, yes, and even his own life, he cannot be My disciple" (Luke 14:26). That is very strong language and a verse that I would love to kind of skip over! The truth is that my love for God must be paramount, it must be the driving force behind my decisions, passions, and actions. My family is a tremendous blessing and a gift from God. I must remember the gift and not make it an idol. (If we were really honest, we would admit that all relationships will never be able to meet all of our needs all the time... only God can. He knows this and has provided a way through His Son!)

So what are your pacifiers? Surely I am not alone! If you really examined yourself, where is your security resting? After all, I guess there is not too much difference between myself and my precious little girl that is asleep on my lap. She survived without her pacis. She calmed down as she rested in my presence and I wrapped my arms around her singing praises to the One who wraps His arms around me and longs to be my comfort. As I sang to my little darling tonight:

No other Name but the name of Jesus
No other Name but the name of the Lord
No other Name but the name of Jesus
Is worthy of glory, and worthy of honor
And worthy of power and all praise