Saturday, April 10, 2010

Jesus is Alive...

Mark 16:1-7 (Click on reference to read text)

"Jesus is Alive!" These were the precious words of my two year old the other day. Talk about making a Mama's heart soar! The greatest act the world has ever known, the crux of our entire faith, the one point in history that changed things forever... Jesus is alive! Yet, as Hebrews tells us, the Word of God is living and active (Heb 4:12), and as I have been reading this story often recently, the Lord has really challenged me in new ways.

In the very beginning of this chapter, we see these dedicated women going to a tomb (vs.1). I can just picture them huddled together, talking in low whispers, doing what they knew they needed to do, walking to a place that seemed like the last step of a failed mission. This was not the way it was supposed to turn out. The Messiah was supposed to come and set them free from Roman oppressions. However, even though things did not turn out exactly like they thought, they did not turn their back on Jesus. They showed Him the honor He deserved. As we think about these women, we must ask our self, "do we have a tendency to turn our back on God when things don't look like we want them to?" Do we walk towards Christ during these times, or turn away?

Second we see that these women had correct priorities. They came as soon as possible... "very early on the first day of the week" (vs.2). They did not delay in honoring Christ. They did not stall until they got the dishes done, laundry washed, children fed... they went first thing. Where is God in our priorities? Is He the first thing to be neglected?

Third, these women teach us to come to Christ before we have it all figured out. They were walking to the tomb and they didn't know how everything was going to fall into place. As they were walking, they were asking each other, "who will roll away the stone for us?"(vs.3). So many times I want to wait until everything is lined up perfectly. Every detail is hashed out and prepared for. Every scenario has a plan and solution. However, these women obeyed and honored God, and then trusted Him with the details, and guess what? He came through! When they got to the tomb they saw the stone rolled away (vs. 4)! Do we give God the opportunity to roll away the stones in our path? If we never take the first step in obedience, we can never see His hand provide the way!

This leads us to our fourth lesson... when God provides the way, go for it! We don't see them hesitate at the tomb, email all their friends about the options and if they should go for it, and they don't have a prayer meeting. They knew they were supposed to be with Christ, they were walking in obedience to Him, so when He made a way they went on in (vs.5) looking for their Savior (vs.6). When we know God is calling us to something, do we obey or hesitate? If God calls you, He will equip you and provide the way.

Lastly we see the sweet hand of our wonderful Savior. The angel told them where to find their Jesus (vs.7). God wants those looking for Him to find Him. God tells us in Proverbs 8:17, "I love those who love me; and those who diligently seek me will find me." Jeremiah 29:13 says, "you will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." God does not hide himself from those seeking Him. However, we must search for Him in such a way to find him... with our whole heart. Go where He is, even if it seems like a monumental task. These women weren't seeking God's hand, what He could do for Him, they were just seeking Him, His presence, in order to bring Him honor and respect.

Did these women know that 2,000 years later another seeker of the Savior would read about this walk to a graveyard and contemplate their courage, their faith, and their perseverance? No, I am sure that didn't even cross their minds. They were just seeking out the man that offered everything, even though they didn't understand, they knew they had to be near Him. May I have that same desire, that same drive, that same need that calls me to His side.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Accept it and Move On!

Luke 22:54-62 (Click on reference to read text)

This past Sunday, about 10 minutes or so into the service, a woman came and sat down next to me. As soon as she took her seat, the Holy Spirit started nudging me. Pretty soon I knew what I was supposed to do. I knew, just as plain as if God had audible spoken the words to me, I was to tell her that she looked beautiful. Part of me thought, well that is an easy thing to obey, what woman doesn't like to be told she is beautiful? This is a pretty receptive message. However, the other part of me thought, who will she think I am? Some strange woman she has never met turning to tell her she is beautiful? I waited for the "greet your neighbor part of the service" to obey, but it never came. So as I wrestled with how and when to do it, the service ended before I knew it. I turned to her and said, "Have a Happy Easter," and went about my way picking up my kids from Sunday School.

I failed. I actually was lying in bed this morning thinking about this after being wakened by the myriads of birds singing outside of my window at 5am. I have confessed my shortcoming to the Lord, many times, and I know he has forgiven me. Now I have to work on forgiving myself.

Peter too failed the Lord and was very aware of it. Often times he gets a bad rap for denying Christ, but in one sense he was doing better than the other disciples. When all the other disciples ran away, he followed Christ. However, in a moment of weakness, fear, worry and shame he denied the Lord - 3 times. It broke his heart... but that is not the end of the story. One of the most beautiful verses in all the Bible details the angel's words to the women standing at the empty tomb just three days later. The angel tells them, "go, tell His disciples and Peter, 'He is going ahead of you to Galilee; there you will see Him'"(Mark 16:7).

You see, one of the greatest things about being a child of God is that we are not labeled by our past, and never will be. In a world that tells you that your past will completely dictate your future, stand firm knowing that Christ has set you free (Galatians 5:1) and that there is no condemnation for those who believe on His name (Romans 8:1). Your past does not label you, your family history does not label you, your failures don't label you. God's ultimate sacrifice on the cross is what labels you.

One of the biggest and most successful lies of Satan is making us doubt our freedom and forgiveness that we have in Christ. You are free. Stop fighting and keeping yourself in the quagmire of your guilt and sin, and give it to God. Remember, Jesus called Peter by name! He singled him out to make sure Peter knew he still had a place in Jesus' company and plan. But that gave Peter a choice.

Peter could have chosen to wallow in his sin and failures for the rest of his life. Believe the lies that Satan was probably hitting him with about what a huge failure he was, embarrassment for not living up to the prideful statements he said about Christ (Mark 14:29-31), thinking that there was no way that God could use such a weak and sinful man. Peter could have chosen that path, but he didn't. Instead he walked in Christ's forgiveness, stood up on the day of Pentecost and began to preach, and 3,000 accepted Christ as Savior in one day (Acts 2:14-41). If you keep reading, the New Testament is full of true stories about the marvelous things that Peter did for the Lord and in the power of the Holy Spirit.

So you and I have a choice. We can continue to wallow in our sin and failure. We can refuse to be effective for Christ and believe the lies of Satan, or we can be a Peter. A man of great failure and great effectiveness for Christ. Who spoke words of betrayal, but repented and spoke words of great power. He moved on, he did not continue in his sin, he accepted Christ's forgiveness and the next time, he obeyed. I pray that the next time, I too will obey. May my heart cry with Isaiah, "Here I am Lord, send me!" (Is 6:8).

(Written on Monday, April 12th: As only our gracious and compassionate Lord can, the same lady sat directly behind me in church yesterday, coming in just after the service started. I knew instantly that the Lord was giving me a second chance at obedience. This time, as soon as the service ended, I immediately turned around and told her how beautiful I thought she looked last week. We continued to talk for a brief moment. I laughed in the car while telling my husband. You see, when I obeyed, nothing happened, at least not on the surface. The clouds did not part with the Hallelujah chorus being sung, she did not break down in tears saying that she was at a breaking point and these words will carry her through. No, none of these things. The only thing that happened was that she told me she loves the color green. I learned that God wants us to obey, just for the sake of obedience. We may never know why, but we need to leave that to Him. Is He giving you a second chance, take it! Even though you may never ever know why! Maybe you are group two: you have been disobedient and have not been given a second chance to obey. Be a Peter! Repent, move on and allow God to use you the next time. Resolve in your heart, as Daniel and his friends did (Daniel 1:8), go ahead and make the decision in your head and heart, that next time you will obey! Maybe you are group three... right now as you read this the Lord is nudging you to do something. Maybe it is calling your parents and apologizing for something little, maybe it is thanking your husband for going to work everyday for you all even though you don't feel like being thankful, maybe it is to tell your kids how proud you are of them because all you have been doing is yelling. Maybe it is to invite your neighbor over and just talk to her. I don't know what God is asking of you, but you do. Stand up and obey, who knows what might happen. You may never know, but God does and He will be glorified!)

Monday, April 5, 2010

Why does God Allow Bad to Happen?

Philippians 3:7-20 (Click on reference to read text)

One of the most common arguments against Christ is, "how could a loving God allow such bad things to happen to good people?" I have heard this argument countless times. Maybe you have thought this question to yourself regarding your own personal circumstances. When bad things happen, often times we begin to question God's total sovereignty, we wonder if maybe somehow Satan got the victory in that circumstance. But what if we were able to step back and listen? What might Christ be trying to tell us?

Paul understood trying times, (read 2 Cor 11:24-27 if you want a taste of what he went through) yet through it all, he writes to the Philippians, "I count all things loss in view of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them but rubbish so that I may gain Christ" (vs.8). Through his sufferings, his goal was to gain Christ, to know HIM (vs. 10). He did not seek Christ's blessings, his hand working on behalf of his circumstances, not even his will and direction for the future, but Christ as a person... just who He is! Can you say this? Can you say that in your trials you are seeking the "righteousness which comes from God on the basis of faith, that you may KNOW HIM and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings?" (vs.9-10).

However, instead of responding like Paul we often begin to question if Satan won. If somehow he bested God and won. Let me tell you, the only way that Satan can get victory in your life if you are a Child of God and washed in the blood of the Lamb, is if YOU LET HIM! As soon as we give in to how we feel and become bitter or angry at God, it is at that moment that Satan wins. It is Satan's goal to steal, to kill and to destroy the saints of God (John 10:10). It grieves the Holy Spirit when we harbor bitterness in our hearts (Eph 4:30-32) and God commands that we do not allow a root of bitterness to spring up in our life (Heb 12:15), because a bitter and broken spirit just takes the life out of you (Prov 17:22). God desires us to have life and life to the full! Beware of becoming like Job's wife, who said to Job, "Are you still holding on to your integrity? Curse God and die!"(Job 2:9). Hold on to your integrity, hold on to God, because I promise He is still holding on to you!

So why? If Satan did not get the victory, and God is truly sovereign over the details of my life, why? I believe if nothing else, than for this one simple truth: if bad things never happened, we would never long for Heaven. We would never focus on the eternal, we would never long for the presence of our Heavenly Father who gave everything for us. Just imagine if all was well, everything was wonderful and you lived a life of no fear, no worry, no hardship... would you ever long for Jesus and the home He has prepared for you?

If you are like me, you are asking, "well, okay, what now?" Sing a sacrifice of praise (Hebrews 13:15). I know you don't feel like praising God. My heart did not want to praise God when he took my Daddy suddenly home to Heaven this past Christmas Eve, my heart did not want to praise God when I talked to my brother just three months later as he was watching his newborn son lying in the NICU, but we must. God loves us too much to let our hearts love this world. He loves us too much to allow us to spend our lives focusing on things that are temporal and not the eternal. Remember, He gave everything to reunite us to Him!

Let us echo Paul in Philippians 1:21, "to live is Christ." Christ was crucified. Christ sacrificed His life for the purpose and will of the Father. However, Paul goes on to say, "to die is gain"... gaining our eternal reward, with our Eternal Father.